Call my bluff

I have begun to
Shrug off an emotion
That’s coming up too quick
I have begun to say
I am unaffected
As all things must pass
As all things are fleeting
And that people leave
All the time
But what if I begin to
Feel more than I let on
And what if you
Decide to take a chance
And call my bluff
But I have a journey to make
To fill some gaping void
And when I come back
We will have changed
But I hope that the emotion
Continues to come quick
And that you decide
To still take a chance
And call my bluff, once again